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2012-01-29T21:03:00.000-08:00

Everyone had their own luck.

2012-01-22T06:19:00.000-08:00

Everyone had their own luck, damn it's true (kayak twitter).

Look around, but deep inside. Use your heart, not your eyes.

Tau kenapa banyak anak orang miskin bisa pinter? Tau kenapa kebanyakan anak orang kaya males-malesan dan akhirnya bego? Karena Tuhan adil, si anak miskin dibuat pinter biar bisa bego-begoin anak orang kaya yang males dan akhirnya punya duit. Duit si kaya juga pasti masih banyak kan buat ngelanjutin hidup. Sebelom dituduh aneh-aneh, fakta ini berdasarkan rata-rata kok jadi gak semuanya kyk gini.. banyak juga anak orang kaya yang gak bego dan banyak juga anak orang miskin yang gak pinter.

Dari yang gw tau sih, waktu gw lahir gw cuma bisa nangis dan gak bisa apa-apa. Dan kenapa sekarang bisa banyak hal? bukan karena udah gede tapi karena dari kecil gw mau bisa. Caranya bisa tuh gimana? mau bisa. Manusia mau gak keujanan tapi terus jalan makanya bikin mobil, manusia mau terbang makanya bikin pesawat, manusia mau jatoh pelan-pelan makanya bikin parasut dan seterusnya.

Tau gak kalo miskin sama kreatif beda tipis? Jaraknya deket. Karena biasanya, lagi-lagi gw ngomong biasanya biar gak terkesan memihak. Biasanya orang yang kurang mampu untuk beli barang-barang mahal jauh lebih kreatif daripada yg punya banyak daya untuk tinggal beli jadi atau tinggal suruh orang. Jadi orang kreatif itu sebuah keberuntungan, karena bisa meminimalisir sesuatu yang gak mungkin dari sebuah kemungkinan, atau bahkan bisa ngebuat sesuatu yang gak mungkin jadi mungkin.

Tuh cewek-cewek, baik kan gw ngasih tips buat milih pasangan? kalo lo nanya "Mana tipsnya!?" berarti lo cuma gunain dibawah 30% dari kemampuan otak lo.. Gini, gw gak bilang pacaran sama orang miskin aja karena biasanya pinter, gw jg gak bilang pacaran sama orang kreatif aja biar semuanya yg gak mungkin bisa jadi mungkin, dan gw jg gak bilang pacaran aja sama orang yg mau bisa karena semuanya pasti akan jadi bisa.. Gak gitu, tapi? Orang pinter pasti pinter karena dia mau pinter, dan dijalan menuju kepinterannya, dia ngebuat sesuatu yg gak mungkin menjadi mungkin karena dia kreatif, dia ngebuat dirinya jadi pinter karena awalnya gak mungkin dan dia selalu mau itu jadi mungkin dan dia ngebuat itu jadi mungkin. Iya gak? Coba bayangin apa yang dia bisa lakuin di hidup lo. Enjoy.

*nb: kalo gak ngerti baca ulang terus.

Expect less, achieve more.

2012-01-20T05:57:00.001-08:00

Gak ada niat buat nonton konser Katy Perry, gak ngefans tapi suka sama beberapa lagunya dan suka gw dengerin, menurut gw harga tiketnya gak masuk di akal dan gak masuk ke sebuah rekening bank yang emang gw khususkan buat ke-bm-an gw (bm : banyak mau). Tapi guess what? gw ada di barisan depan, kategori warna pink yang 1 minggu sebelum konser gw denger harga nya udah sampe 3,5jt dijual sama banyak orang. Gak usah jadi orang kaya buat nikmatin semua fasilitas orang kaya kan?

Ada seorang temen yg punya link ke dalem konser, dan salah seorang temen gw yg lain minta tolong dia karena temen gw ini ngefans banget sama Katy Perry, tapi dia gak mau sendirian, dia minta temenin gw, yg akhirnya berujung gw dan temen gw ini dipastikan nonton Katy Perry kemaren malem. Singkat cerita, di hari H nya gw sama temen gw ini dikasih jatah tiket duduk di Grey, lumayan jauh dari panggung dan banyak ketutup sama lightning, gw udh pasrah aja kalo itu bakal jadi 'konser duduk' pertama gw.. Tapi emang rejeki gak kemana, seorang temen gw mendadak ngasih ID all access ke gw sm temen-temen gw yg udah pasrah duduk.. And it means, we could go wherever we wanted to. Ya gak usah ditanya, semua orang mau ada di kategori pink, ya kesitulah tujuan gw..

Gw lumayan hafal lirik lagu-lagunya Katy, jadinya bisa nyanyi-nyanyi di konser semalem.. Live nya bagus banget, set up panggung, kostum, dan semuanya rapih banget packaging nya.. Gw terpesona banget sama Katy Perry utk pertama kalinya di konser semalem, bukan karena dia cantik, tapi karena musikalitas dan konsep manggungnya dia.. Banyak orang yg gak bisa nonton karena harga tiket atau gak dibolehin atau apapun itu, karena mereka pengen banget dan padahal mereka ngefans banget.. Intinya tetep, expect less, achieve more.

You made my night, Katy Perry

2012-01-20T05:50:00.000-08:00

My Official ID for Katy Perry's concert last night

Pandangan tentang membahagiakan dan dibahagiakan.

2012-01-18T18:28:00.000-08:00

Sadar gak waktu lo pengen banget ngebahagiain orang lain dan lo bisa ngelakuin itu, lo itu sebenernya gak perlu orang yg lo bahagiain buat ngebahagiain lo balik.. karena lo udah bahagia dengan ngebahagiain orang itu.. Ngerti gak? Kalo gak ngerti tanya Cali, temen gw.

Sepedah. Pake H.

2012-01-11T17:53:00.001-08:00

20 YO

2012-01-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to me

Wishin' that my biggest dream become true!

Bermain dengan kamera.

2012-01-06T22:31:00.001-08:00

Jakarta Urban 2nd Teaser

2012-01-06T22:29:00.000-08:00

Read this carefully.

2012-01-04T01:18:00.000-08:00

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different result. By that standard, I am insane. I'm trying to get something back over and over again, expecting a different result but at the same time I know it's not going to be happen. Yes, I am insane. You made me. And that's why I love you. Just so you know.

-AdhityaAlie

MAU!

2011-12-31T18:21:00.000-08:00

Ini punya orang

Tapi gw mau ini

Banget.

2012.

2011-12-31T18:05:00.000-08:00

Happy new year guys, wishin' that this year we could be better day by day.

Hopefully the things will get better too, amin.

Resolutions? Hmmm.

I hope I deserve a good and long lasting girl this year..

The college things will be alright all the way..

Designs and movies things gets better, I wish..

Cinelli Mash size 50 with an amazing setup, amin.

Random.

2011-12-28T07:10:00.001-08:00

It's not about the time, it's about the moment.

When I can do anything I wanted to do, that's the highest pride and pleasure to do.

Where I can lay down on someone's shoulder and cry or smile.

Listening to the songs that reminds me of some priceless things, but one thing.

Happiness is all we need, and love's the only way to get it exactly.

I'll be there thru all the storm and weather, just call.

I know, you don't miss your water till the water runs dry.

We all do the same shit everyday without realizing it instead.

My new best friend.

2011-12-25T17:12:00.000-08:00

My Short Film Teaser.

2011-12-15T17:09:00.000-08:00

Regret.

2011-12-15T08:45:00.000-08:00

Jarang ya gw bilang gw nyesel, tapi serius tiba-tiba nyesel gitu gak ngelakuin sesuatu di belakang sana. Gw tipe orang yg gak pernah nyeselin apa yg gw lakuin, tapi gw nyesel kalo gw gak ngelakuin sesuatu yg harusnya gw lakuin. Bisa dirubah sih, tapi mulai sesuatu dari awal kalo lo pernah ada di tahap yang udah lumayan jauh, kan mendingan. Bingung ya? gw aja bingung. Baca pelan-pelan, kalo gak ngerti juga ya ulang lagi. Berarti lo kurang serius baca nya. Ini bukan tentang orang lama, kalo lo berpikir itu, berarti lo idiot yg selalu ngeliat sebelah mata. Eh, ngga deng, lo ngeliat terlalu depannya aja. Kan dalemnya lo gak tau, tapi lo sok tau. Hehehehe.

New iMac. Alhamdulillah.

2011-12-12T05:53:00.000-08:00

Thanks to Allah, and also my uncle for an iMac.

I'll use it as well as I can.

Alhamdulillah.

Heylow

2011-12-10T07:40:00.000-08:00

Lagi mau nulis.. hari ini hari sabtu, gak tau mau kemana dan akhirnya ditemenin sama 2 orang temen gw di sebuah coffee shop dibilangan bsd buat ngobrol-ngobrol.. Ceritanya gini, laptop gw beberapa waktu lalu mendadak blank dan mati total. Udah sempet gw bawa ke tempat service dan tempat service nya bilang kalo laptop gw gak bisa dipake lagi.. huff, what can I say? it means I've got to get a new kind of computer. I need an iMac for sure, tugas-tugas kuliah udah mulai berantakan, kerjaan juga udah mulai numpuk dan ketunda gara-gara itu.. catch ya soon guys! Doain gw dapet iMac ya!

I need it most.

2011-11-14T04:38:00.000-08:00

Dear iMac,

I need you,

cups of coffee,

and that Marlboro,

just to make my imaginations comes true.

Glory.

2011-11-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

I remember the time to forget, it was years ago. Oh, burn the flames. Can you imagine the time when you were freeze? It wasn't a story, it is my glory. One day the glory will be mine again, I will make it again. It's not about someone, it is about something that I will never regret or even forget. I want the people, not the devil. Now it's a brand new world.

sound's like 30 seconds to mars songs? yes, I'm listening to them while I'm writting these words.

Jangan Norak.

2011-11-05T19:50:00.000-07:00

Everyone had their own seat, their own kind of class, and so on.

Trust me, when you say "I could" things are changing.

Even something impossible will be possible at the time.

It is all up to you, will you make it or leave it?

Cali Bali

2011-11-04T22:21:00.000-07:00

Pandangan bersudut

2011-11-04T21:50:00.000-07:00

Tepat tadi malem, gw ngobrol sama salah satu orang yg dulunya kemakan omongan orang-orang lain yg ngejelekin gw. Gw sm dia main sepeda bareng di daerah rumah gw, sm banyak temen gw juga.. Dan dia bilang, "gw gak nemuin semua omongan orang yg ngejelekin lo semenjak gw kenal dan deket sm lo.." Gw diem aja, dan gw senyum.. dia ngomong lagi, "Ya walaupun masih banyak yg tiba-tiba bbm gw trus bilang 'Lo masih main sm dia!?' tp gw gak tanggepin lg skrg.." Selanjutnya, dia malah banyak dengerin cerita gw, dia kayaknya penasaran sm pengalaman gw, dia nanya banyak hal sm gw tadi malem.. dari pancaran mata nya, gw tau dia bingung dan penasaran.. disela gw cerita, dia banyak bilang "betul dhit..", nah berarti siapa yg salah? hahaha.. seru ya punya kesempatan bisa deket dan nanya2 sama dia yg dulu sempet banyak kemakan omongan orang ttg gw, gw bisa lebih tau semuanya.. begitu juga dia yg masih aja penasaran sama cerita-cerita gw, malem makin larut dan si ngantuk pun udah dateng.. jadi ya pulang deh..

Gini deh, kalo orang yg lo jelekin itu emang buruk banget kelakuannya, yaudah biar orang lain tau sendiri nanti nya.. tapi kalo emang ternyata cuma pandangan lo doang yg ky gitu ke orang itu, ya itu sih rugi nya elo.. Pandangan orang kan beda-beda, jangan lo monopoli gitu dong, semua orang kan berhak nyoba buat main sm siapa aja..

I need you to.

2011-11-04T21:47:00.000-07:00

kiss me.

2011-11-03T06:48:00.001-07:00

"Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.." -Bob Marley

2011-11-03T06:43:00.001-07:00

Alcohol is like love. The first kiss is magic, the second is intimate, the third is routine. After that you take the girl's clothes off.
Raymond Chandler

2011-11-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

A man's kiss is his signature.
Mae West

hey, so what's mine feels like?

Support.

2011-11-02T23:08:00.000-07:00

Suatu malem, beberapa hari lalu..

Gw singgah kerumah salah satu temen terbaik gw,

disana tiba-tiba disela obrolan, sempet kepikir sesuatu..

Coba dipikir, kita sekarang ada disini dengan keadaan yg pas ky skrg lo baca ini..

Siapa aja sih yg ngebuat kita ada disini?

Kebetulan hari ini gw off kuliah, and I'm in the mood to write these words..

Gw, seorang anak biasa dari keluarga biasa dan bisa sampe di posisi gw sekarang..

ini bukan murni karena gw, bukan jg murni karena temen-temen gw,

semua itu karena sebuah kerja sama dan hubungan baik antar kita, manusia.

Karena gw percaya kalo keadaan itu kita yg buat..

Mungkin gak akan cukup jg kalo semua orang itu gw tulis disini,

gw cuma mau bilang terima kasih buat semua orang yg udah percaya..

terima kasih buat semua kesempatan, walaupun kita semua tau kalo manusia gak pernah ngerasa cukup..

I'll do my best to give you all the best..

I just want to try some new fancy things just to climb up and up..

I'll be there to make you all proud..

I'll come home with all the pride..

One day I'll get what I needed most, like I've got what I wanted to..

Catch ya all later..

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2011-10-23T03:28:00.000-07:00

Harga Waktu

2011-10-02T00:02:00.000-07:00

Percaya deh, bahkan gak semua yang di rekam bisa diputar ulang. Semua bukan tentang apa atau siapa, tapi semua tentang sebuah momen atau lebih yg blm tentu bisa ditemuin lagi nanti. Dan mungkin blm tentu masih ada nanti buat ketemu sebuah momen. Kamera adalah salah satu dari sekian alat bantu penguat sebuah momen. Dan percaya deh, gak ada satupun dari kita yg mau keilangan momen bagus dan gak ada yg mau bertahan di momen buruk. "PENYESALAN" adalah ketika kita kehilangan sebuah momen, menginginkan sebuah momen, atau mungkin gak nemuin sebuah momen yg diinginkan. Buat gw, penyesalan itu adalah ketika kita gak ngelakuin hal yg kita suka padahal seharusnya kita lakuin. Buat gw, penyesalan itu bukan ttg menyesali apa yg udh kita lakuin, krn blm tentu ada kesempatan buat ngulang sesuatu itu.

"shit happens, and all we've got to do is flush it all up.."

2011-09-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

Percaya.

2011-09-25T06:22:00.000-07:00

Gw percaya, semua yg gw mau sekarang itu bukan cuma sekedar kemauan..

semua yg terjadi di hidup kita bukan tentang apa yg terjadi, tp tentang sebuah momentum. Dan momentum itu bisa dibentuk, sama siapa aja. Ini bukan tentang cerita galau atau cinta, tp tentang semuanya. Saat lo mau sesuatu dan lo gak bisa dapet, disitu lo harusnya sadar kalo lo punya kekuatan dari kemauan yg lebih gede dari impian lo. Momentum yg lo punya saat itu, manfaatin buat dapetin apa yg lo mau.

"Tugas kita bukan untuk berhasil, tapi untuk mencoba.." -Mario Teguh

What I look like

2011-09-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

Avery Pkwy - What Love Can Do

2011-09-23T09:22:00.000-07:00

Please tell me what your feeling
Tell me that you’re ok
I’ll be waiting here
Please tell me where you are now
Tell me where to start now
I’ll be waiting here

I never thought we would amount to anything and I
I can’t explain I never thought I never knew you’d like
Someone like me- oh so happy
Wake up call
And now he’s running away
From the things from the things he’s made
I can hear your voice calling my name
You say they run but believe me I will stay
I hope it’s our time cause the feeling is right
I will seek out the truth it’s for you I will fight
I’ll open your eyes and I’ll show you what’s right
And I’ll be there for you no matter what you’ve been through

Will you find me dear?
I’ll let you know where I am
I never want you to be scared

Sometimes I worry will I find you
I pray and hope to God I’ll have you
I know these feelings are trialed and true
I’ll show you what love really can do

Will you find me dear?
I’ll let you know where I am
I never want you to be scared

Will I find you dear?
And will you be right there?

2011-09-23T09:02:00.000-07:00

Capricorn, the tenth sign of the zodiac, is all about hard work. Those born under this sign are more than happy to put in a full day at the office, realizing that it will likely take a lot of those days to get to the top. That's no problem, since Capricorns are both ambitious and determined: they will get there. Life is one big project for these folks, and they adapt to this by adopting a businesslike approach to most everything they do. Capricorns are practical as well, taking things one step at a time and being as realistic and pragmatic as possible. The Capricorn-born are extremely dedicated to their goals, almost to the point of stubbornness. Those victories sure smell sweet, though, and that thought alone will keep Capricorns going.

The Goat symbolizes Capricorns, and an apt mascot it is. Goats love to climb to the top of the mountain, where the air is clear and fresh. In much the same way, Capricorns want to get to the top of their chosen field so that they can reap the benefits of success; namely fame, prestige and money. Getting to the top isn't always a walk in the park, however, so it's likely that Goats will ruffle a few feathers along the way. These folks can indeed be domineering, even egotistical, on their route to the top. They'll tell you it's part of being a leader with bright new ideas (in keeping with the Cardinal Quality assigned to this sign).

Capricorns are industrious, efficient, organized and won't make a lot of waves. They are scrupulous with details and adopt a rather conventional posture in business and in life. These folks feel best playing it safe, since this is a fail-safe way to get to the top -- eventually.

Thankfully, Capricorns are patient, too, and are happy to wait for their ship to come in. The flip side to this staid behavior is that Goats can become quite unforgiving of those who aren't as diligent or ambitious as they are. Capricorns need to remember that they do need allies along the way, ambitious or otherwise. In any case, once Capricorns receive the recognition and social status they so fervently crave, it's likely that all will be forgiven.

Capricorn is ruled by Saturn. In ancient Roman mythology, Saturn was the father of many of the gods. Consider him top dog, if you will, and then you'll see a parallel to Capricorns. Those born under this sign also want to be the top dog, and they're smart enough to know that the title won't simply be handed to them. Caps are happy to work for it, and luckily they possess enough discipline and sense of responsibility to get them there. Capricorns tend to be mature and are amply blessed with common sense, two more qualities which help their success-driven endeavors.

With any kind of luck (make that considerable work), Caps will find themselves on that top step, but they should also remember those who have helped them on their quest. They are traditional (but not quite the button-down stiffs some would suggest) and somewhat inhibited, prompting others to wonder if they can ever enjoy success and its rarefied air. Rest assured, these folks will be smiling inside.

The element associated with Capricorn is Earth. No big surprise there! Caps are down-to-earth in the sense that they're not interested in wild ideas or round-the-world dreams. They would much rather stay put and get to work. Remember, these are the businesspeople of the zodiac, so in their sensible and economical way, they'll get up every morning and see to it that their job is done to the highest degree of quality possible. While Caps can occasionally get a bit materialistic and greedy (they just want a reward for all their hard work), they are far too dignified and practical to get carried away. Plus, they love tradition and reserve, and want to appear polite and friendly.

A Capricorn at rest (yes, there is such a thing) enjoys leisurely sports, like golf and croquet -- so long as they have a chance to win! Playing with a crew is also nice, since it brings to mind their beloved workplace. Team colors for a Capricorn are likely to be earthy brown and khaki, much like the classic, relaxed slacks they like to wear. Sporty Caps also need to watch their teeth and knees, and they shouldn't be too daring, lest they break some bones. When it comes to love, Capricorns are ever devoted and never emotive.

The great strengths of the Capricorn-born are their willingness to work hard and their determination to succeed. Their ambition is boundless, yet they are cautious, responsible and always play fair. That's why their successes are all the more sweet.

2011-09-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I wanna start making some short movies..

Just feel like curious of doing it and be inside of those parts that can take me up sometimes.

Yea you know I just want to do it for exciting experiences.

First thing first,

I don't know what the concept is, and I don't know how it will be workin'..

hmmm..

Can somebody help me with this? I just wanted to.

2011-08-30T09:04:00.000-07:00

I just don't know what to do,

so I'm now writting this kind of nothing.

Read it, everything.

I miss how the drums rolls,

guitars roars,

and how distortions could bang my head.

I miss how Tom Delonge drives us crazy,

pretends that's all okay.

Even he doesn't know that is she care or not,

if he don't know what to say,

will she sleep tonight? will she think of him?

There is.

Maudy Ayunda's words.

2011-08-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

"For those, people my age or people older than me who hasn't found something that they can love, they will do for the rest of their lives or whatever.. just keep looking.. 'Cause life's short, but if you're doing what you love then it's not going to be wasted.."

And yes, Maudy Ayunda, I wanna know you better. I have to.

Yeay! I'm the 2nd winner!

2011-08-13T21:59:00.000-07:00

Sebuah Penjelasan Bukan Kegombalan

2011-08-05T23:17:00.000-07:00

Tuhan ngebiarin aku lahir,

1202 hari berikutnya kamu lahir,

5077 hari setelah kamu lahir,

Tuhan mempertemukan aku sama kamu,

22 hari berikutnya, Tuhan sempet mempersatukan kita.

Walaupun cuma 21 hari kita sama-sama,

aku gak pernah lupa dan aku percaya...

Tuhan lebih tau kapan baiknya kita buat sama-sama lagi.

hospitalized

2011-08-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

2011-07-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

2011-07-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

The girl named Tiara Miranty

807 days before I wrote this.

2011-07-26T05:06:00.000-07:00

I was enjoying my day, just like any other ordinary day..

Doing some ordinary things, wasn't realized that a big problem is coming up..

in the night, my friend, Grandy was coming to my house just to sleep over..

Just like any other day that Grandy was coming, it seems so ordinary.

I took my electric guitar, singing a song that I've just made.

Grandy told me that the song I sang is lovely, it is great..

and I was asking him, "Wanna do a home record for this song? My computer is on.."

he told me this, "Yes, of course! I can be your home operator haha"

We took out the cables, getting the computer ready, and preparing the record..

I wasn't giving my best at that record, just because my room is next to my parent's..

I just don't want them to get waken up by my voice, then I'm doing it carefully.

Grandy said, "Gak ada rokok lho kita tadi kan rokok terakhir, uang jg udh abis banget kan tadi.. Lo blm minta uang lagi kan?"

(I've got just a little incomes back there)

It was happening on our half way to finish the record,

so we decided to take a break then finding some coins that might be just right where we don't remembered of keeping them..

We found some, and we went to the cigarettes store then bought some for our next job at home.

The record wasn't so well, finished by 3 hours..

Grandy was saying that she will be so damn happy if she hear this song,

and I was hoping so.

806 days before I wrote this,

When I woke up, my friend is calling me..

and asking me and Grandy to accompany him somewhere,

I get Grandy woken up then going to take a bath.

Our friend is picking us up just about next minute, then we're going somewhere to pick up his girl.. Me and Grandy are accompanying him all the way he takes us to..

We had a lunch at Ganthari. Somehow, I'm telling my friend this,

"DON'T TAKE HER FROM ME, I'M BEGGING YOU DON'T"

(at the time I was in a relationship)

and he told me, "What's happening with you? I won't take her from you.."

We're heading back home, my phone's ringing.. It's her..

"Where are you? I've just got back from your home.."

"Why didn't you tell me that you was going there?"

"I just... want to meet you, to talk about something.."

"Talk to me here, what's happening?"

"No, later will be ok.."

"Where are you? I've got something for you.."

"Home"

"Okay, I'm on my way there.."

"Eeeemm.. Okay.."

What's happening with her? I'm asking myself..

I wasn't realized about everything..

We're all arrived at her place,

I'm giving her the song that recorded last night.. hoping that she'll love it..

she's cold at me that night, I didn't know of what happens..

minutes later, I'm going home.. So everyone goes to their own.

I was doing chats on my computer, then she greets me..

She told me that she wanted to break up,

even she doesn't knowing why..

she thinks that her friends told her to, my friends told me to..

and so on..

okay, it's over.. just like that..

I was crying so damn hard that night, May 11th 2009.

A week after her birthday.

In July 1st, she got in a relationship..

with a friend of mine that I told him not to take her away from me..

a friend who promise me that he won't get a special relation with her.

2011-07-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

saat kau berdiri

buatlah langkah pasti

dan teruslah berlari

jangan pernah kau menepi

ke tempat yg tak pasti

dan teruslah berlari

teruslah berlari

hidup ini indah

saat kau lihat semua

kebaikan yg ada

di dalam diri kita

2011-07-01T23:59:00.001-07:00

this is fun, this is green

2011-07-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

I want this watch for sure

2011-07-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

Saturday Dinner

2011-06-12T19:34:00.000-07:00

2011-06-12T19:04:00.000-07:00

walking down alone,

hangin’ out with couple of friends,

nothing’s chillin’ me out,

no one is carry me up,

put a big smile on my face,

call me when you wanna know where I am,

tellin’ me that you needed me,

oh.

life’s great,

when you had more supports,

especially from your beloved one,

and I know I’m not yours.

when I woke up alone last morning,

I thought I’ve got everything,

counting up my incomes that comes up and up,

feelin’ so blue when I’ve got none,

oh yes everybody knows how it feels.

but you don’t.

I’m not sad,

I’m just telling another story,

that love is killing us.

took my guitar,

sang another song,

making music just for all to hear all of my stories.

telling people that I’ve got none.

telling people that I’m not someone that who you think I am.

please, understand me.

dry my tears,

hug me tight,

kiss me like you were kissing me.

maybe I can’t get you a comfort zone,

maybe I can’t give you something that supposed to be given.

when I had something to give you,

you’re not there.

you’re gone already,

and this fullness is nothin’.

Something in the way I look at you.

2011-04-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

I look at you, then my heart saying that I love you enough.

I give you a little hug but I can't show my love for you.

You've got nice at almost everything,

I already said almost, didn't I?

When you're there with me, I feel like I own you enough.

But when you're too far for me to reach up, I feel like nothing's happen.

I met you yesterday, napping, laughing, eating, even smoking together.

I feel better, I feel like I own you. I want you exactly.

When you give me a hug and give me some little kisses,

I feel like you're mine and I don't wanna lose you.

When I got home and knowing that there's still a long time for us to reach up,

I feel lost. And I just want you be right here with me, everytime.

Don't be so moody.

Life isn't fair enough.

2011-04-07T21:26:00.000-07:00

When you wanted something for so long and finally got it..

When you needed something for so damn long and never get it..

You've got to move out from your parent's house just to see the world.

Everything that I've done right, what I've done wrong..

Lead me to a great life of mine.. But if you see, something is missing..

You know, it's not just as simple as that..

life's complicated.. life's sucks sometimes..

and what we've got to do?

Life isn't fair enough for each of us..

Let me tell you,

a guy keeps more than 5 Ferrari at his house,

each of it cost more than 3 Billion (rp),

Tax/year = about 100-150 million.

Gas = 1 ltr : 3-4km.

and he drives it just when he's got a time to drive it at weekends!

There are more than 1 billion people lives in hunger!

why can just he bought just 1 Ferrari,

and he donate his money to fight hunger?

LIFE ISN'T FAIR ENOUGH.

April 2009

2011-03-31T18:43:00.001-07:00

Tears goes down when we've cried

Smiles goin' up when we're happy

I just want you to know that I always try

to be the best for you until the end of time

I'll show you, I'll kiss you,

and I'll hold you tight

This pentatonic scale is not fake

I'm feelin' this distortion between you and me,

just count on me and let's play

Because you and me will be together and forever.

2011-03-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

I wrote so many things in this site,

some girls in my teenage life,

what I do, what I did wrong, what I did right.

I love to share it to you all :)

This is the place where I can share every single thing about my life,

this is the only place to.

Someday, I'll write it on a book and share it to you all haha..

How's life?

As usual, I'm not enjoying my life so well..

just because...... yeah, you know it..

Beside that thing, everything's goin well..

doing works, doing designs, making music even I don't know for what..

I love my ife, even I think I'm alone in this life.

I've got no one to share,

to share what I've got.

Life's great when you've got someone special to fill the emptiness inside you,

to share everything about your happiness that you feel..

"Life is just like a pitcher of beer, all you've got to do is share it.."

Hello bloggie! I'm back!

2011-03-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

Damn, this site was blocked by a stupid internet provider in Indonesia..

At the first time I found it blocked, I was thinking of the custom domain..

But I was wrong.. it is blocked just for the security of a porn blog.

I miss you, bloggie!

You're the one and only 24 hour friend that I had to tell what's going on with myself.

Shoes Wish List

2011-02-09T02:55:00.000-08:00

Repps Poo Denim

2011-02-06T20:02:00.000-08:00

Memories.

2011-02-04T21:36:00.000-08:00

Life is adapting.

2011-02-04T19:49:00.000-08:00

This world full of greedy, let's not add anymore.

Eliminate hate from this world, do notyou give me your anger,

I'm not your enemy.

I arrived with the hum, eliminate hate from the world.

This world would not be wonderful if it's just one color inside.

Do not give me a fist, I'm not the opponent.

I'm thankful

2011-01-22T23:07:00.000-08:00

All that has been lost over time,

all that I have got so far,

and all about a story that is never tired to remember.

I am grateful, because you had been there to fill the void that once existed.

Only, I want you to stay there with me and this solitude.

The biggest problem is, you were the best ever here.

And I can't deny that I would not be that easy to forget all that is very meaningful in my life,

no matter how small it is, I would be grateful as much as possible.

Let it go.

2011-01-18T07:11:00.000-08:00

No doubt, sometimes you've got to let go what you've wanted the most.

What you've fighting for isn't there for you, it isn't going to be yours.

What to say? we've got nothing left to.

Just like Maroon 5 said,

"Everyday with every word whispered we get more far away,

the distance between us makes it so hard to stay.. it hurts but it maybe the only way.."

H-1

2011-01-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

This is a day before my 19th birthday,

it's now friday, and this is the last day I'm 18.

Birthday wishlist?

hmmm..

I wish, I could be closer to my family..

I could make my parents proud of me,

and also of what I've been doing all this time..

I'm wishing for more incomes,

not only by numbers..

And just like always,

I'm wishing for you to be here beside me..

Standing here, and saying that you're proud of me..

My parents gave me a birthday party just once,

it was on my 3rd..

I don't like a birthday party by the way,

a birthday for me,

it's just like a table fulled by all of those people that I loved,

doing what? eating while joking along the night,

share a stories, and calling back all of our memories together.

I wish she could sit beside me, next to my parents of course,

and share something precious for us.

Well, it's just a hope that I've been build for a long time I guess.

And I wish you could call me at the midnight,

saying that you're in front of my home and brought me a gift for my birthday.

Hmmm, Classy..

You never give me a call or even text me on my birthday,

so? it's hopeless.

Cheer me up, kids.

2011-01-05T20:46:00.000-08:00

There was a time, when all was perfect,

no worries, but now that's blurry
We had something, that no one had,

but it's all gone now, ain't that so sad
He came along, took you away, he opened his arms wide,

there you stayed
You smiled, and waved goodbye, and for the last time,

I looked in your eyes...
Love can fade, can break away, can be forgotten,

but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith, but don't throw it all away,

cause your afraid...
Now all I ask, is for him to care, for him to treat you,

like I were always there
But please don't love him, come back to me, I'm begging you,

I'm on my knees
Please don't forget, all the times we spent, and all the places,

we saw and went
You were soo happy, what did I do wrong, was I not good enough,

all along...

Jamestown Story - Forgotten

2010-12-29T18:41:00.000-08:00

Where you want to be?

I want to be here, inside the luxurious SUV.

Vans

2010-12-29T18:39:00.001-08:00

Vans is now following my updates on Twitter

When I want to make it alright.

2010-12-27T22:23:00.000-08:00

Have you ever miss someone so damn bad?

I'm sure you have.

Here's the deal, make it alright.

Can somebody tell me how?

For almost 2 years, I've been living this way.

Missing someone so damn bad like I wanna throw it all away,

but I know that I can't make it.

I'm in defensive condition, have to make a goal but got to look back more.

So many strikes that made goals on my side,

but I've got no goal at all on her side.

I realized that I can't push the conditions,

'cause I know that I'll be so darn tired if I keep it tight.

So I don't strike, and I'm doing my best to keep her score.

I found something up, there's no need to push her up to make a score or a goal,

but make her think that I'm not strike and doing defensive things.

So I move backward and play slowly,

just waiting for her strikes.

I am right in front of the point line.

She's confused with the decision that I made,

and wondering why I did that foolish thing.

and she's now become confused and take the path not usually taken,

she missed myattack. She wanted me attack that normally I do to her constantly,

but she now can onlydream of it.

because when she is fully conscious of my attitude, I've gone and not coming back.

and she will really miss my presence on the sidelines of her time, and kept asking why I just go and resigned to the situation she made.

2010

2010-12-24T21:18:00.000-08:00

I can't say something that much..

2009 is better than this year.

Welcoming 2011,

be better, do the best to be the best.

My biggest hope is still inside you.

Broken Smile

2010-12-19T21:21:00.000-08:00

Hendro Senior :

Adhit itu orang yang banyak mimpi, punya keinginan kuat, dan ngga pernah putus berusaha..

Mereka itu benci karena iri, mereka ingin seperti kamu.. tapi mereka sadar mereka ngga bisa jadi kamu.. Kalau kamu ingin sesuatu, ya kamu hanya ingin itu.. Itu jawabannya kenapa selama ini kamu ngga pernah bisa move on dan ngebawa keadaan seperti yang orang lain lakukan.. Kamu ngga bisa bohong sama diri sendiri, walaupun kamu jago untuk terlihat bahagia di depan orang lain, pada kenyataannya kamu kesepian.. Kamu bukan tipe orang yang bisa hidup sendiri, kamu butuh support lebih untuk semua yang kamu kerjain.. Kamu pandai sekali bersosialisasi, bisa beradaptasi lebih baik daripada temen-temen kamu.. Dan kenapa banyak orang yang ngerasa ngga cocok sama kamu? karena kamu itu orang yang menginginkan semuanya sempurna seperti kemauan kamu.. Padahal mereka ngga sadar kalau selama ini kamu banyak mengerti mereka lebih baik daripada mereka mengerti kamu dan keadaanmu.. Kamu kreatif, suka banyak hal.. dan sekali kamu menekuni suatu bidang, kamu ngga akan pernah bilang kalau kamu akan berhenti.. Kamu banyak memulai sesuatu, tapi ngga pernah mengakhiri sesuatu yang udah kamu mulai.. karena kamu harus merasa yakin dulu atas apa yang akan kamu mulai.. 1 tahun berapa bulan tadi? itu waktu yang tidak sedikit untuk mempertahankan keyakinan dan apa yang kamu bilang janji.. kamu bukan tipe orang yang suka terlambat dan melanggar janji, kamu orang yang tepat untuk pekerjaan besar dan menjadi kepercayaan orang banyak.. begitupun saya, saya percaya hampir penuh sama apapun yang kamu lakukan..

"You've got the brains, and they've got their muscles.."

Muscles doesn't work well if they're not think first to use it well,

that's why so many people needs your advices.

Suatu saat nanti, mereka akan menyadari apa yang Adhit punya untuk mereka.

Sesuatu yang mereka butuh, bukan yang mereka benci.

Tetapkanlah tujuan kamu, jangan pernah terguncang.

-Hendro Senior, Granada.

Almost 2011

2010-12-17T01:29:00.000-08:00

What should I do?

Where do I go?

Why should I leave?

When should I change my life?

I almost about to welcome 2011, be better.

Whatever I'll do, I'll do my best.

Where ever I'll go, I'll go to the best place.

How ever, I'll leave my bad.

When I should change my life? every second that I breath, I've got to be better.

You know what I want to write down here.

2010-12-06T09:00:00.000-08:00

I'm sick, I'm in the crowd but I feel like I'm the only one who get here.

I'm stuck, I feel like I'm running but I go nowhere.

I'm alone, there's a thousand people out there but I've got no one inside my heart.

I'm deep, I want to jump out but I'm stuck down there.

I've got some things that I've been fighting for,

but I've got no place to share around.

I've got a lot of friends, but I've got no hearts inside them.

I need you, and it's always be you inside.

Everytime I close my eyes, I feel like there's you in front of me.

Your beauty is inside my mind, always be in there.

What I need? I need a shoulder to cry on.

And I hope it's yours.

2010-11-25T07:22:00.000-08:00

1. Last beverage ( coffemix by Indocafe )

2. Last phone call - (Agi )

3. Last text message - ( Agi )

4. Last song you listened to - ( Talking to The Moon - Bruno mars)

5. Last time you cried - ( yesterday night )

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice - ( yes)

7. Been cheated on - ( No )

8. Kissed someone & regretted it - ( Yes )

9. Lost someone special - ( No, but absolutely I am now losing her )

10. Been depressed - ( Anytime )

11. Been drunk and threw up - ( Once )

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Red

13. Blue

14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend - ( Of course )

16. Fallen out of love - ( Damn )

17. Laughed until you cried - ( Yes )

18. Met someone who changed you - ( She was )

19. Found out who your true friends were - ( Not yet )

20. Found out someone was talking about you - (Anywhere,Anytime)

21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list - ( Damn )

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - (I lost count)

23. How many kids do you want - ( 2 )

24. Do you have any pets - (Of course)

25. Do you want to change your name - ( Yes )

26. What did you do for your sweet seventeen birthday - ( Make out inside my own room )

27. What time did you wake up today - ( 8 )

28. What were you doing at midnight last night - ( tweeting )

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - ( Being rich )

30. Last time you saw your Mother - (This evening )

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - ( Incomes )

32. What are you listening to right now - (Music )

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - ( No )

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now - ( Unfinished Fixed Gear Bike )

35. Most visited webpage - (Google)

36. Whats your real name - (Muhammad Adhitya Hermawan)

37. Nicknames - (Adhit, Ale-ale)

38. Relationship Status - (waiting)

39. Zodiac sign - ( Capricorn )

40. Male or female - (Male )

42. Secondary School - (-----)

43. High school/college - ( Paramadina )

44. Hair colour - ( Black, a deep one )

45. Long or short - (Short)

46. Height - ( 165 )

47. Do you have a crush on someone - ( of course )

48: What do you like about yourself - (Haters made my fame)

49. Piercings - ( none )

50. Tattoos - ( Not, yet )

51. Received presents - ( Alhamdulillah )

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery - (Jangan)

53. First piercing - ( NOOOO )

54. First tattoo - ( Maybe words )

55. First sport you joined - ( Bike )

56. First kiss - (:*)

58. First boyfriend/girlfriend - (Please, I lost count)

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating - ( nothing )

60. Drinking - ( nothing )

61. I’m about to - ( Googling )

62. Listening to - ( My friend's new album )

63. Waiting for - ( My birthday )

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids - ( Everyone should )

65. Get Married - ( Only if you're amazing )

66. Career - ( Designer/Enterpeneur/Actor/Musician )

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes - ( eyes )

68. Hugs or kisses - ( hugs )

69. Shorter or taller - ( Tall )

70. Older or Younger - ( younger )

71. Romantic or spontaneous - ( Romantic )

72. Nice stomach or nice arms - ( stomach )

73. Sensitive or loud - ( Sensitive)

74. Hook-up or relationship - ( Relationships )

75. Trouble maker or hesitant - ( Troublemaker )

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger - ( Yes )

77. Drank hard liquor - ( Guess it )

78. Lost glasses/contacts - ( yes )

79. Sex on first date - ( Without a status? yes )

80. Broken someone’s heart - ( I'm sorry )

82. Been arrested - ( Astagfirullah )

83. Turned someone down - ( Don't know )

84. Cried when someone died - ( Yes )

85. Fallen for a friend - ( I would )

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself - ( Sometimes so much )

87. Miracles - ( InsyaAllah )

88. Love at first sight - (Yes )

89. Heaven - ( Yes )

90. Religion - ( Yes )

91. Kiss on the first date - ( That's great )

92. God - ( YES )

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

95. Did you sing today - ( Everyday )

96. Ever cheated on somebody - ( Sorry )

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - ( 2009 )

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - ( 18th April )

99. Afraid of falling in love - ( No )

22nd of November.

2010-11-21T22:39:00.000-08:00

Congratulations to someone out there,

you've got something that wanted by so many out there.

You know that it wouldn't let you down, be grateful then.

Take care of it, would you?

Q

2010-11-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

I dont think so

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED AND WHY?

Last night, I miss my ex so damn much

YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

Thank God I can, that's the best answer I think

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?

Rendang

DO YOU HAVE KIDS?

Not yet, after I got married, I will

IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

Yes for some things

DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT?

Sometimes

DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?

(......)

WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?

I wouldn't

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?

Honey Stars

DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

No, but I don't know why I don't

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?

Mentally yes

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?

Cookies and Cream might be the best

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE ?

Their eyes, specially faces

RED OR PINK?

Red

WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING About yourself ?

My deepest heart and mind

WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST ?

I won't let you know, but I know she knows

WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?

Grey pants with no shoes

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE ?

I lost count

WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

my broken Air Conditioner's sound

IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?

blue

FAVORITE SMELLS?

her smells

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

Annisa

FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?

Bike Trick

HAIR COLOR?

Black

EYE COLOR?

Black

DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?

FAVORITE FOOD?

Japanese, Indonesian, American, and Italian

SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?

Happy Endings

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?

I lost count, damn

WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

yellow, don't laugh at me

SUMMER OR WINTER?

summer, with bikinis please

HUGS OR KISSES?

both, with love please

FAVORITE DESSERT?

Ice cream

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?

I'm reading nothing

WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?

don’t have one

WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT?

Movies

FAVORITE SOUND?

Her laugh

ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?

Beatles

WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?

....

DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?

You tell me

WHERE WERE YOU BORN?

Jakarta

Before I Sleep

2010-11-07T07:49:00.000-08:00

a kiss might be great, at least a late phone call just to throw me to my dreams.

The hardest thing is, I don't know how to throw you away.

Or maybe just to wash away this pain I feel inside.

Goodnight, I'll kiss you if I can.

(cause I know I should)

Damn, this is life.

2010-11-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

Be grateful of what you've got 'till the time when you read this,

be honest of what you're feeling right now.

Someday you'll get it why you've got to be honest of what you're feeling.

We're now not living, we're gambling.

This is life, you can pretend it all okay.

This is life, you'll never be okay at all of the things.

This is life, you know you've got to be loved even when you don't want to.

Life is about pretending some of all the things in it to be okay.

Life is about to feel something that it should be.

Life is loving each others day by day.

I don't expect for something small, I expect big.

I don't expect to be as famous as celebs, I expect you to take care of me.

I don't expect them to call me liar, I expect you to say "I know the truth"

Winner Takes All

2010-11-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

"Winner takes all", oh God I hate this kind of reality.

I know that you don't like it if I keep in touch with my ex,

I mean your girlf. I really mean it.

Why I can't make it right? We're friends.

We're knowing each other just to have some light conv.

Sometimes, I greet her on my messenger just to know how is she now.

I just want to make it all okay, so why you stopped me?

I do everything that I feel it's okay, what's in my faith.

And I just want you to know that I never ask her to be mine again, even once.

I don't want to break you up, I do what I think I should do.

I don't care about my feelings, I just care about her happiness as long when she's with you.

'Cause I do believe that one day I'll find her even when her not around.

Watch This!

2010-10-24T23:01:00.000-07:00

Bass

2010-10-21T06:45:00.001-07:00

Hai-Online

2010-10-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

Car Free Day

2010-10-15T02:18:00.001-07:00

Indonesia, my pride and joy.

2010-10-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

Goodnight, I can't tell you this.

2010-10-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I just feel like I'm hearing your voice around.

You've got no idea of how much I miss you.

I still remember your cute laugh here in my ears.

And I just want to hear it, now.

I don't know what I'm talking about, I just want you.

It feels great when you're around, at least when we're chatting or something.

Cause it feels like you're here with me.

Your eyes makes me solve my problems,

your smile makes me believe that I always can thru this way.

It's not a thing that I would change.

You're amazing, that's why there's no one that could replace you here.

Can I just kiss you now? I just want to show you something.

When your lips are close to mine, I feel like I've got the greatest thing in the world.

Look at me, hear me, realized that I always here waiting for you.

Just the way you are, you've changed my life.

Maybe it's sounds randomly when I said "I love you", cause I really am.

One and a half year that I've been waiting for you to come back,

notice me, realized that I always be yours.

Even when there's no light out there, even when I'm not here to wait.

Even that I'm now with someone else, and even when you're with your beloved one.

I'm your lover, and you're one of the best part in my life stories.

Goodnight, sleep tight.

Don't worry, I wouldn't leave you.

I'll be just right here to watch you breath while you're sleeping.

'Cause the biggest obsession for me, at least for now is to live happily with you.

Healing my stresses.

2010-09-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

I'm not going out this saturday night.

2010-09-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

I'm your beautiful mistakes, and you're my worst nightmare on saturday night.

Meja Kerja Baru.

2010-09-16T08:52:00.001-07:00

Jarang ya, gw bersihin kamar dan (apalagi) ngangkat barang ngga berguna.

Sempet terbersit buat beresin meja kerja gw di kamar, dan ngebuat itu senyaman mungkin..

Akhirnya jadi deh meja yang super nyaman buat gw..

dan di depan gw, gw liat semua yg udah gw laluin..

gw pajang foto-foto disitu, ID Card, Tiket bioskop, tiket pesawat dll.

Ada juga album pertama kompilasi band gw (Dominance) dan mini albumnya di tembok..

semuanya gw tempel disana, supaya gw inget apa aja yg udah gw kerjain selama ini..

dan mudah-mudahan semua itu ngebuat gw makin semangat buat ke depannya..

Intinya, gw lagi bersyukur sama apa yg udah gw dapetin selama ini.

Dan gw juga lagi berusaha biar lebih baik ke depannya.

Gw sengaja ngga masukin foto disini,

biar lo bisa ngebayangin aja dari apa yg udah gw tulis disini.

Meja kerja sebelumnya ada PC nganggur, dan sekarang udah kegusur..

akhirnya laptop lah yg gantiin PC itu buat bekerja bareng gw..

Coba aja lo bayangin ya..

nanti kalo gw lagi mood buat upload foto nya pasti gw upload kok.

Kinda miss some of you..

2010-09-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

Hello again, what's up out there?

I've just got back from my night ride with my Fixed Gear bike.

I just want to tell you something that totally random.

Some of you thinks that they're better than anyone else, so they throw some critics to the others.

Hey, we aren't perfect. Aren't we?

It means that you too! Think twice before you open your mouth.

I'm just too tired of being in this situations.

I'd like to share, I'd love to treat you well.

Everyone had their own mistakes, it means that you too.

Everyone had their own minus side, it means that you too.

Who do you think you are? We're just the same.

I miss the old times that we've spent together along the night, along the way.

You don't know how it feels like, you're not me.

Just.. Read.

2010-09-15T01:33:00.000-07:00

We're crazy enough,

we're strong enough,

we're cool enough,

to kick you out of the box.

We're just want to have some fun,

we don't and will not bother you,

so don't bother us.

in this photo:

Dochi, Pee Wee Gaskins.

Raynard, Thirteen.

Adhitya Alie, Dominance.

and also my manager, Audi.

Having fun (2)

2010-09-15T01:21:00.000-07:00

This night, I tell you something.

2010-09-12T10:54:00.000-07:00

Tonight, 13th of September 2010.

I just want to tell you a random thing about myself.
I'm a Jerk, and you don't know how hard to be this way.
I've been alone for too long, and I can't take it anymore.
How are ya?
My mom's forgot to pay the bills for the internet service in my home.
You've got no idea how much I miss this site.
I'd like to write this down, I really liked to.
I used to write something about my "real" life.

And now, I just want you to know about some lil thing of my love life.
Read this carefully,
I would, but I couldn't.
I should, but sometimes I wouldn't.
I believe that someday I'll be in better ways.
But sometimes, I hate to believe it.
I do love some girls.
And I can't lose them all, I really can't.
Everyone hates to be alone, right?
If you love me enough, let me know.

I think I just don't have any idea to write down here.
I'm at McDonald's, using free internet service here.
Have a great time with my crews and friends.

I do love my job with Fincotts.
I do love my crews.
I do love my friends.
Even I hated by many of them, I still love them.
I don't care, I'm still who I am.

God, I've made a copy of Your beautiful creation.

2010-08-27T01:51:00.000-07:00

God knows exactly why did I made this..

It's raining outside, and I wrote this down.

2010-08-27T01:26:00.000-07:00

Listening to the songs that you like is the one of the best way to figure it all out,

to get out of all the trouble inside your head and to solve it right..

Hey friends, remind me when I float too high and leave you down there..

Remind me that this is where I belong to be, where I used to get low..

Scream at me louder, so I know that you're there..

So I know that I'm too high and forgot about what I was..

Rain is coming once more today, I know that you'll always be there for me..

Friends, I need you all here in my heart and mind.

Look at me, I'll grab your hands and I'll pick you up!

At least just let me know, that I'm not alone..

Friends, I won't forget you.. No matter what will happens next..

I'll sing for you, I'll always be there for you..

It's still as cool as it was.

2010-08-27T00:29:00.001-07:00

Vans Old Skool, you're awesome!

A Shoulder to cry on..

2010-08-27T00:15:00.000-07:00

Hey there..

Can you see me? Oh I think you can.

You? Who are you?

Whoever you are, you've got a shoulder to cry on.

Beutiful eyes and smiles.

Even when I feel there's no hope, I know that you always be there.

Just be sure that we can survive, look inside my eyes and be strong.

We don't have to be afraid of what we are, what people are saying we are.

Hidup itu pilihan.

2010-08-27T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hidup itu pilihan, jadi pilih yang paling baik.

If life's so boring, kill yourself asap.

If life's so interesting, keep looking.

Life is how you think it is,

so think differently.

Hidup itu pilihan, suka atau benci.

Perduli atau tidak, marah atau senang.

Memikirkan atau dipikirkan.

Where you are now is how hard you tried to be.

Who you are now is what you've learned before.

What you dream now is what you think might be the best for now.

Watch Your Words.

2010-08-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

Masih muda cari sensasi, udah dewasa bikin kreasi, nanti tua tunggu mati.

Happy Birthday Cynthia Bunga..

2010-08-27T00:00:00.000-07:00

All the best

Do the best to be the best

Stay gold!

Having fun..

2010-08-26T23:53:00.001-07:00

Fariz Rizki on me..

2010-08-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

Alie Adhitya Hermawan is a boy who grew up in a family environment as simple and candid.

he's smart talk and easily mix with the surrounding environment, and he's very ready to adapt to new social circle.

I first knew him when you are in a lowrider bike community and continue because we both are musicians and not infrequently

we are playing on the same stage. I also had to help his band once when a personnel unable to attend.

now he is a singer, guitar player, songwriter, and also a photographer, his band's name is Flatbush,

formerly known as community of 'Rap' singer,

which has now advanced and successful, and I hope the band through the same thing.

Adit once told me that he never know his intension but he realize that he has so many deficiency, one message from me,

make your deficiency become your biggest intension, because knowing self-deficiency is one of biggest

intension that human could have.

you are nothing that will be something !

Fincotts Denim X Adhitya Alie

2010-08-13T00:03:00.000-07:00

Another Song for You

2010-08-08T11:52:00.000-07:00

Sejenak terpikir sebuah penantian panjang
yang tiada berujung sampai saat dimana mereka terdiam
dan tak perdulikan semua
Apa itu bahagia? teruslah bertanya
Mengembang senyum merintih perih
Berlari tapi tak tau arah kemana hendak pergi..

Sendiri bisa menjadi menyenangkan,
itu kata mereka, bukan kenyataan
Senyum itu bahagia, itu hanya kiasan
Jangan kembali, pergilah jauh
Bawa semua yg pahit dan tak pantas ditinggalkan disini..

Bahagia, dan jangan ingat aku
Tanya kenapa dan semua membisu
Ku akan berlari pasti tuk pergi
Mengembang senyum merintih perih
Berlari tapi tak tau arah kemana hendak pergi..